Friday, November 05, 2004

Losing The Control

Log

These times are changing me. Suddenly good, relaxed life plunges into this whirlpool of London life. Last 6 months saw a lot of work done on music management, but it all shattered afterall. Velcra is past life. Maybe music is not my thing after all. I think I need to change what I'm doing and find new people to practise with.

As a combination of this I feel emotionally drained. I see myself standing on a cliff feeling the open future ahead. But first I need to climb down this hazardous rock wall down to the abyss. There will I find the next level. All I am waiting is the sign to start climbing down. A sign that secures my ascention. A sign to lose control.

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